My boyfriend can be a bit extreme and sometimes gaslights me to the point where I feel sick.
This week I've even contemplated taking my own I-fe because I feel so bad. I've already left the band. I’m trying my best to regain his trust. I’m under so much stress and I honestly can’t take it. I feel so stupid and foolish.
Everyone's laughing at me and thinks I'm a w-ore. Still, he's done nothing but gaslight me, call me a liar, tell me that I messed everything up, talk about how he was gonna marry me, how I don't deserve to be upset about it all, tell me I don't care about him, and so much more.
I wish that I wouldn't have told such a stupid lie like that. I fear the my boyfriend will use this situation against me forever. I would do anything for him.
Your friends are shitty and your boyfriend is extra shitty.
You would do anything for him? Why not do something FOR YOURSELF and break up with him?
Be prepared that it likely won't end well. Your not going to remain good friends with your fiance he likely won't wait around while you sort out what you want; just be prepared
So she’s hypocritical.
This isn’t going to change if you continue your relationship. So end it.
Looking and liking is different
Seriously OP, what's your sister's beef against your gf?
My boyfriend can be a bit extreme and sometimes gaslights me to the point where I feel sick.
This week I've even contemplated taking my own I-fe because I feel so bad. I've already left the band. I’m trying my best to regain his trust. I’m under so much stress and I honestly can’t take it. I feel so stupid and foolish.
Everyone's laughing at me and thinks I'm a w-ore. Still, he's done nothing but gaslight me, call me a liar, tell me that I messed everything up, talk about how he was gonna marry me, how I don't deserve to be upset about it all, tell me I don't care about him, and so much more.
I wish that I wouldn't have told such a stupid lie like that. I fear the my boyfriend will use this situation against me forever. I would do anything for him.
Your friends are shitty and your boyfriend is extra shitty.
You would do anything for him? Why not do something FOR YOURSELF and break up with him?
Because they’re playing the long game in hopes that you’ll have sex with them at some point
Be prepared that it likely won't end well. Your not going to remain good friends with your fiance he likely won't wait around while you sort out what you want; just be prepared