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I told him a while ago
How long is 'awhile ago'? When you said that to him, did he look you dead in the eye and take a shot? Because he might as well have since he's doing it figuratively anyway.
Everything else you wrote is just more Yikes on the heaping yikes pile. 'Curious what she looks like'? Curious is 'wonder what they look like under the mask' The end. Obsessed is spending time over several months making repeated attempts to track down a photo in a variety of ways. And then topping it up with trying to make you feel like there's something wrong with you for finding his alarming behavior alarming.
Unfortunately, I sense there's not a lot anyone here can say to wake you up. You've probably already decided that you've sunk too much time into this to walk away now. Or you that you're too old to start over or whatever else you're telling yourself to avoid dealing with the unknown. I think you've resigned yourself to a subpar relationship where you spend your years begging a drunk to drink less while he does inappropriate shit while rolling his eyes at you and telling you to get over it.
I don't think you can have a healthy relationship if the basis of it revolves around her abuse. She might be getting better but it seems like she doesn't have any healthy way to approach problems and for her to say something like that to you it kinda seems like she isn't empathetic herself. It shouldn't be a competition.
And support is great, but not all support is warranted. Not all support is the same and not all is healthy. Are you qualified to be a therapist for abuse? Lending an ear is ok, but it would be healthier for her to have an impartial third party to talk to like a therapist.
You sort of have to put on your big pants and decide if this is something you can do for a long time knowing she will not want the same things as you and lacks empathy to your own ability to provide support. There are facts you can't look away from. Like she obviously (at least in her mind) has a deeper friendship with Bob than you and yet you knew very little about it. She's also very young, granted you are too, but my point being, I'm sure part of her just wants to enjoy life like a normal person instead of living her life through support and relationships. You don't have to decide for her, but decide for yourself. Talk to her some more and try to dig into this other friendship of hers.
Are you drinking an excessive amount or mixing alcohol with psychiatric medicines that should not be consumed with alcohol? The blackouts are really worrying. Im concerned for your brain and liver.
Do therapy instead. You're settling for a loser bc you feel that you are a loser. You're not.
Nah. Break up. He's too old to need to be told to change his clothes.