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Date: November 24, 2022
Unless you go into more detail, it doesn't sound seductive to me. Some people to put hands on their chest as a part of their body language.
A loose pill goes missing and you immediately accuse him of cheating?
You can't do this alone. And you can't help someone who doesn't want to be helped.
Your boyfriend obviously doesn't see the problem with his behavior. And why should he when you seem to just accept all the blame and responsibility for what happens in your relationship? You are excusing everything because of his mental health, and putting up with abusive behavior.
Look at what you wrote:
He berates you when he's angry, but you can't respond, or have a similar outburst, or he'd break up with you. You have an open relationship, but only he can have sex with other partners because of his jealousy issues. You bear the financial burden for the relationship, always paying more for rent, groceries, etc., even though he made more than you do. And now that he's unemployed, you're paying even more.
As long as you continue to accept his abuse and excuse his behavior, he's never going to get therapy or treatment for his mental health issues. He has is pretty good right now – he can do whatever he wants because he has a partner who lets him get away with anything and takes all the responsibility off his shoulders.
Ask yourself this: if a friend told me these things about her relationship, would I tell her to break it off? Then listen to the answer you would give someone else, and consider why you're staying with this man. The longer this goes on, the less likely it is that he will change. And I'm betting that he will only get worse over time, whether that is due to his BPD or just his attitude.
Are you getting any treatment for your own mental health issues? If not, please try to find a way to get some help. You cannot sacrifice yourself to help your boyfriend.
Please take care of yourself, and seriously consider whether you should stay in this relationship. Seriously, you deserve better.