My (F19) boyfriend (M20) came in my mouth even though I asked him not to.

don’t get me wrong, i love giving my boyfriend oral. i just really don’t like the taste of cum and it makes me feel sick. it’s not a problem with him specifically, i’ve never liked the taste with any past partners either and since we’ve been together it’s been a hard boundary for me.

i always ask him to let me know when he’s about to finish so i can do the rest with my hand instead. he has always honoured this up to now and i really don’t know what to do about this.

yesterday, i was just doing the usual, going to town on him. he said he was close to finishing so as i was trying to bring my head up so i could finish him with my hand, he pushed my head back down and came into my mouth.

he pushed my head down so far that it all went down the back of my throat and i started choking and coughing but he still wouldn’t let go.

once he let go, i could taste it and it just made me feel sick. in that moment i felt so violated but now im thinking maybe i was just being dramatic ?

is this something i should be mad about?