Here’s the thing, OP. He didn’t “try to kill himself.” He had no intention of killing himself in those woods. It was the same manipulation tactic he’s been using by threatening it, TEN FOLD. If he kills himself, he loses his control over you. If he continues to threaten it and “try,” he is only digging his claws deeper into you. You need to start figuring a safe way to get out of this relationship, and you need to seek therapy. What he is, and sounds like what he has damn near always been, is an abusive pile of waste. You are so you, OP. You have so much learning and loving ahead of you. Work on getting out of this, work on yourself. You deserve so much more.
Writing a letter might be the best way for you to go about things?
Yeah dude idk if my parents ever told each other if one left they would kill then and their new partner
What now is find a new one
Thank you man, I’m planning to cut off contact since this was the second time and I think more dangerous than last.
Bruh
Here’s the thing, OP. He didn’t “try to kill himself.” He had no intention of killing himself in those woods. It was the same manipulation tactic he’s been using by threatening it, TEN FOLD. If he kills himself, he loses his control over you. If he continues to threaten it and “try,” he is only digging his claws deeper into you. You need to start figuring a safe way to get out of this relationship, and you need to seek therapy. What he is, and sounds like what he has damn near always been, is an abusive pile of waste. You are so you, OP. You have so much learning and loving ahead of you. Work on getting out of this, work on yourself. You deserve so much more.