First of all, why do you not have friends? This is really, really bad. You need to find a meetup group or a hobby where you can meet other people. Take a cooking class, take up running or yoga, join a wine club or book club. I've even seen people in my area post they are new to the area on FB and looking for friends. Lots of others said they would love a new friend.
Second, can you get into therapy? I know this feeling you are having. It is temporary even though it feels devastating right now. It will get better and talking about it with someone as much as you need to will help.
His infidelity is not a reflection of you as a person. You deserve love, you deserve peace.
First of all, why do you not have friends? This is really, really bad. You need to find a meetup group or a hobby where you can meet other people. Take a cooking class, take up running or yoga, join a wine club or book club. I've even seen people in my area post they are new to the area on FB and looking for friends. Lots of others said they would love a new friend.
Second, can you get into therapy? I know this feeling you are having. It is temporary even though it feels devastating right now. It will get better and talking about it with someone as much as you need to will help.
His infidelity is not a reflection of you as a person. You deserve love, you deserve peace.
Don’t. That’s my advice from future you.
He would rather cancel on you than say no to friends? Wow, you are definitely not his priority. Sorry!
Sounds like u already have.