During one of the most difficult experiences one can face, he has proven that he is not a supportive and loving partner. It does not seem worth salvaging imo based on the information provided. That fact that he has been violent and locking you outside in the cold, is completely over any line that should be drawn.
Please call someone you trust and find somewhere safe to stay until you can retrieve your things and then begin your healing. So sorry this happened to you.
Just fucking start saying it. Trust me, once you say, “I was abused”, it just starts flowing.
Shit is horrible, but speak now, don’t internalize shit like that.
He's fetishizing lesbians and trying to force you to do something you don't want too.
Not wanting to do certain sex acts is not a betrayal.
He's manipulating you and disrespecting you. You get to decide what your sexuality is and he needs to accept it.
Though I really suggest leaving the relationship with someone this manipulative.
During one of the most difficult experiences one can face, he has proven that he is not a supportive and loving partner. It does not seem worth salvaging imo based on the information provided. That fact that he has been violent and locking you outside in the cold, is completely over any line that should be drawn.
Please call someone you trust and find somewhere safe to stay until you can retrieve your things and then begin your healing. So sorry this happened to you.
Jesus with a girlfriend and friends like these who needs enemies